It sounds like you had a really tough, but useful, session with your T and processed a lot! I wanted to let you know you're a really good writer. This post, and your others, communicated so much. You're also really brave to ask for what you need (clarity and consistency) from your Pdoc - good luck with all of this (and all the life stuff too!)

Scallion5

PS - I recently had mouse in house (well, my apartment) and it really sucked!!! So, I can relate. I have mice advice, if you want that at all.