Online meds are a gamble and risky at best. In other words very unreliable and very over priced. Ordering controlled substances online is also illegal. You will pay an outrageous amount of money for very little pills and they may not even be what they claim to be, so I would at least caution you of the risks and the legal issues involved with that.

Paranoia is manageable if you do not become delusional. For example, if you worry about things that are possible, phone tapped, being followed, spied on, people talking about you, any thing that is at least possible, it's manageable. If on the other hand you worry about things that are very improbable, the CIA following you, Mind control, aliens,, etc, this is more serious and requires anti-psychotics!

I get paranoid and some times even delusional. I also suffer anxiety and rage and various mode swings. For me there is no other option except meds and regular pdoc visits. If your condition is more managable, much of it can be taken care of thru a general practitioner and a therapist. I am able to hold a full time job, so there is hope!