Once again, my body is doing weird things. I am contributing this to the whole klonopin withdrawal fiasco but this is a new and disturbing trend.

For the past three days I have been feeling strange. With feeling like I am jittery inside and my entire body is vibrating, mostly in my chest and head. I did have some caffeine the other day that seemed to really set me off. I had about 2 mugs of half caff coffee. That seems ridiculous to me but whatever.

Heart is pounding, now this is day 3 and I am still like this. I have been busy as a bee, making my son a fancy birthday cake. It took a day and a half, stayed up till 2:30 am decorating it. Went out to celebrate his birthday for an early dinner and felt almost high. After that, I have been on the computer all night, reading lots of news articles. Thinking of all the things I would like to read, making lists of books to read, posting photos on facebook, inviting a neighbor to come over, etc. Then reading about traveling and seriously considering that. My mind is really racing. Seems like I am getting more anxious as I write this. I have all these things I want to do tonight and I feel motivated to do them. Now I am getting too anxious to do anything. Possibly it's the caffeine but I feel like my chest is going to explode!

On down days, I cannot think of a single thing that I would like to read or do, much less think seriously about traveling or taking a road trip. I cannot even take a day trip due to my anxiety with the prospect of all that driving and being out of my normal, quiet stay at home routine.
I've never been diagnosed as being bipolar, I hope this is not a new development because of the withdrawal.