I'm in denial about bipolar again. I'm fine. I haven't had an episode in a while maybe the last was just circumstantial.
But then I don't really know what's going on right now. I can't focus but I'm not elated or happy really. Maybe that's because of the cancer stuff. I'm trembling all the time. My thoughts are completely focused on my cancer. I'm obsessed.
The Pdoc is wrong. She has to be. I can't have so many things happen to me.