Sorry forgot to answer your q, Brown Owl. We do have eye contact, but its like the eye contact you would make with any professional you might come into contact with. My relationship with T1, for all its problems, was something unique and absorbing. It can't be replicated, certainly not with this T, though he is also a very good T and very helpful. I'm not agonising over it so much now, I'm trying to stay in the moment and let tomorrow take care of itself