seeing new T on friday.
am really scared and hesitant to open up to someone new. it's funny, since im always changing pdocs every year. guess T is a different level than pdoc - you get more intimate.

i miss old T already.

on another note, exams are tomorrow and i... only know 20% of the content. congrats to me.

still largely sui and down. still acting like im fine infront of everyone else, when inside of me is just.. wish i could stop the si but guess it's the only thing that is keeping me alive right now.