[sigh] Found a new way to harm myself. I was feeling so depressed tonight at work - next week they have cut 12 hours off my schedule. I'm finally getting insurance, which is going to cost me and now my hours are down - I need MORE hours, not less.

My agreement with them was for 60 hours per week. When I questioned the schedule, I was told the District Manager wants to talk to me about it.........wonderful.

I've gotten stressed so of course I do stupid things. Tonight on the way home I took a cig. and burned my inner arm enough to where the top layer of skin has completely peeled off. It is red, and raw. The surrounding skin is kind of a mottled brown.

Worst thing is I enjoyed the pain.........and there goes rule #1 if my T sees it - damn.


Courage is fear that has said its prayers.
Dorothy Bernard