IDK if it's really the bipolar... but everything I do, it's as if someone is watching me. I always cover my tracks, hide things and generally act like someone is trying to sneak into my business and expose what I'm doing. Like work for instance... I'm the f'n network admin, top dog... nobody can see or even figure out how to know what I do on the net... yet, I still cover my tracks for everything I do... daily.