Thanks yall. I'm alone here in my bubble. I have no one like me here that I can talk to. My partner doesn't care enough about me. He isolates himself away from me and my son (not his). We are more roommates if anything else. I see him maybe a couple times a day when he goes outside to smoke or when he's leaving to go to the beer store. We haven't slept together in 6 months. I crave so much more from a relationship than what we are having. I've talked and complained, going nuts this past year without any control didn't help matters none. It's over. I'd rather be by myself then be in a relationship alone.

All my other relations were crazy, but I was untreated bipolar then without a diagnosis. I didn't get diagnosed till we were 2 years into our marriage. I think there's a bit of resentment there. Something I can't help.