I think i have figured out why i was so annoyed at my T this week. I was unsure of my session time, but i thought asking him to confirmvia text would be frowned on. I arrived and his office was in darkness and his car was not there. He doesn't have secretary so i sat in the waiting room stressing. He turned up all blase and ultracasual. I had. T in my teens who said some pretty unhelpful things while was recovering from a sui attempt after i got out of hospital the second time he had left town apparently leaving his receptionists to sort out the mess.
Play the abandonment issue blues.