It seems like you don't want to be labelled with some type of pshycopathological type diagnosis. don't worry about a lable, they are basically used to give people help through meds to stop your symptoms. I rebelled against my diagnosis of schitzophrenic for years. im 54 now, and have a doc and t which i rely on for mental issues. There are great people who have similiar diagnosis, no one has to know but you. That doesn't mean there is anything wrong with you, maybe just a condition. I see now that people were trying to help me and i wouldn't accept their help because i thought they were calling me a pshyco, but now i accept their help and it has helped 100 fold. my mom said she is glad to have me back.