Hi Monkeybrains. I remember a while back you were completely manic, so yeah...please talk to a psychiatrist about those symptoms. It could be bipolar or something else, but it was off the hook. Maybe print that thread and give it to a pdoc and your therapist?

I hope you find a way to share more of your experiences with your therapist. And be careful, too, so that you can handle the emotional fallout post session. If you can swing it, schedule two a week until you get through it. If I remember correctly, you gave her something in writing and it was very hard on you. (If I've got that wrong, I'm sorry, but your posts really stood out for me.)