i'm so sorry if i got you upset. yes it is all true what you know to live with autism, i feel for you, it must be hard. i don't know what to even say about what could be called your enemies, those who make fun of you, or treat you bad. there is no excuse to teat people bad, they are just arrogant and ignorant. i really don't even know what to say, i hope people will learn, we all here especially have to bear the stripes of being different and it is like a stripe we will carry out our whole lives.I myself have learned over many years that i can not help myself without the help of others and i do worry these people will be gone someday. well i hope you can do what you like without the critizism from jerks like the ones you came across. good luck!!