I think what I have been experiencing is just a prolonged episode of anxiety and possibly trying to fight off a flu. I was exposed to it a week ago I think. At present I do not have a therapist or P doc. It ouwld be nice to know that I had some professional support but I just do not and have not had any luck finding a therapist that I can afford.

I don't qualify for medicaid, I make so, so much money. The only community mental health center is tragic and their copay is as high as any other therapist I might find. No local universities that would have students either. If there was any possibility of talking with a therapist I would do it, believe me.