i think he got it at the end.
something something (content gets a little hazy)
'you won't let me'
something about him not imposing his views on me. that he doesn't mean to do that but even if he did
'you won't let me'
then he started talking about Yule or someone...
then kind of pulled himself up
'there i was saying i wasn't going to impose my view and now i'm telling you my view again'
and i was like
'well i'll tell you if i disagree'
and he was like
'yeah. yeah. you will'
i think he got in in the end.

yeah mr. you just stand over there.

'sometimes i think i'm just being contrary'
'no. no, you aren't'

maybe he got it after all.

i feel anxious.