I don't know . . . I'm feeling today again just not in the mood to do anything. I don't feel like going to the museum to volunteer, I don't feel like going on the job interview. I don't know if it's increasing depression or what. I know I will do those things. I just have an increased feeling of going through the motions of everything and not really enjoying anything. That must be depression I guess.

So tired of being in a less than chipper mood. I wish I could be my old self again.

I think I just need some things in my life that I enjoy. Like training for that relay race I enjoyed until fibromyalgia got in the way and has forced me to back things up to a snail's pace. I also enjoyed horseback riding but have to wait until the first of the month (money) to go again.