I don't show emotions. I don't like people to see the weakness in me. Ever since, well forever, I have never spoken to anyone about anything that I feel.
I Donno. I've heard people say that if you bottle things up, it will become so overwhelming one day.
I don't feel overwhelmed. But god my shoulders feel so heavy.
I wish I had spoken to someone when I felt down and lonely. I wish I had someone who was kind and understanding, someone who wants to listen, and sympathise, someone who knows me.
Even though I have so many people around me, friends, family, partner. I feel so alone. No one around me knows the things I have been through. No one cares about what has happened in the past.
Is that how I should feel? It's in the past so leave it?
I don't know. I just want someone, so I can blurt everything out to!!!