I feel similarly. I have started to open up and started when I met my current partner, I felt like anything else would have been dishonest. however, it did not work very well for me initially because of his strong stubborn opinions. I had to deal with my stuff and his attitude besides. changing his mind about certain things has taken me a good long while because I'm not a strong communicator. if it is something you're interested in communicating, I recommend seeing someone who can help put words to your feelings that might make sense to other people. best of luck, I'm always a pm away!

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