I dont get it why am i so obsessed over this girl from my study group. I have the strong crush on her for 3 years already. Even when i was dating my ex, i secretly thought about this girl. I know that i dont have anything to offer to her and she doesnt like me. She gave me a few signals 2 years ago, but i lost my chance long time ago. She, most likely, despise me for not making a move when i should have. Or she just gave me signals out of fun and didnt liked me even then.
Studies will be completely over in 6 months and after that we will not see each other ever again. I know that the only way to stop attaching to her is to delete her from social network. But it would be rude to do now, while we might to see each other in halls of the institute. But i dont know how to tame my obsession for 6 months more. I have idealized her so hard, i think she is perfect and cant think anything negative about her, but thats because i dont know her really well. The only real and long conversation we had was 1.5 years ago and i still remember every word she said. Pathetic, huh?
Im not really active user of the network, but i do login once in 3 days and every time i see some of her updates. She uploads some beautiful photos or posts some great music and every time i feel so much pain. What should i do to numb such strong feelings for her?