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Old Jan 22, 2015, 03:41 PM
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Originally Posted by ChaoticSymphony View Post
I can relate to all of what you're saying. There was a time I couldn't walk through a mall without imagining grabbing the next man I see and dragging him into the bathroom. Or soliciting hookups while my family was in shambles. I fortunately dodged any actual cheating during that time but...
Finally, someone who knows what I went through on a too-frequent basis! It's so disturbing to have those thoughts about people that you would never think twice about otherwise. After the episode was over I felt disgusted with myself, but during it I was just... oh, it was so awful, I wanted to drag the non-English speaking Mexican busboy from my old workplace into the walk-in and let him ravage me. D: