You are beautiful to me, Gayle. Beautiful heart.

I usually try to be upbeat, supportive, but I'm in a slump or maybe a swamp of self pity. Don't wanna get dressed, or eat (I am taking my meds). I'm having a hard time getting over that 'locked up for Christmas' thing.

And I had to spend hours in the seventh circle of hell-also known as the online maze for the Army because my lawyer needs a certain form. I just wish this whole thing were over.

I miss Florida and the Pacific so much. I think I'm going to move back there when the hearing is over and they give me my money. Want to look at palm trees and feel the sand beneath my feet and go to Disney World.

Freakin' snow.

But I think I'll have this pity party for one more day and then it's back to
taking care of myself again. Someone in here said girly. I used to be such a girly girl.

And I hope we can keep this thread going so we can encourge each other.