i am an extremely depressed person, one of my diagnosis. yesterday i saw my doc and i told her it was so bad and i begged her for different meds, she agreed i needed it too. when it gets soo bad i can't get anything done and i worry i'll be unfunctionable if something important comes up and i just can't do whatever it would be that i had to do. i keep a calender and am obsessed studying the stuff i have to do every day, if i can even get to that.