I Babydoll. Welcome to the forums.

I had something similar happen -- the man I was with for 15 years left to go on his truck route, called from California to say, "It's over," and never came back. No fighting. No warning he was leaving. In fact, we'd just bought a home together a few months before this happened.

I like what Ozzie said. Time to work on ourselves. Society gives us lots of messages that "normal" means to be in a couple. So it can be tough to go it alone.

I wish you peace and blessings. Keep coming back.