I'm sorry you went through all that. Some I could relate to, but others, I can't even imagine the pain.

I relate to the childhood sexual acts. And I also was told I would kill myself before graduating h.s. (by my counselor). I recently went through my year books...one of my friends wrote to try not to kill myself in my senior yr. book

I do think you should tell your T...if you feel safe and ready. I'm glad that you were brave to write it all here. I want you to know you're a survivor and that you are strong for making it through all of that (even if you don't feel that way).