My own mother just told me that my step mother hates me. Which goes along with my "step cousins" telling me they hated me and didn't want to in the family. Now I feel like a terrible person on top of being a failure at life. Nothing I do is good enough. I've never had anyone uplift me or motivate me. Just people to tell me when I've failed. It hurts. When did I become this terrible person that no one loved or wanted. I always thought I was nice, and people liked me...guess not.