I too gave bipolar II. I am able to hold down jobs on a long term basis. Not necessarily my dream job but it pays some of the bills. I currently hate my job but I try to stay focused on the fact that I need it yo support myself. Usually when I am depressed I still make myself get up and go because I know on most days this will help. I understand where you are coming from though. I want to change jobs but don't currently feel well enough to make the transition.