Control. That is a biggy. The need to be able to control something in a difficult situation. I find the greatest urge for me comes with triggers or events that leave me feeling helpless and without any control. That is when I will do the most damage. Other times I do it because I feel a long standing discomfort and I am just tired of feeling it and want it to stop. I know how to stop it so I do. I need to think on this a little longer. I have a thought forming in the back of my head that isn't into words yet.
Carrie

<font color=green>Not knowing when the dawn will come, I open every door.--Emily Dickenson