I had a long conversation with the doctors at hospital earlier today. Having been hospitalized for more than three months and 2 surgeries I have few options ahead. The worst one is getting a more drastic surgery ( a pelvectomy) which would leave me laying in bed 24 hours ( unable to seat). Another possibility is to carry on the bone infection, trying to keep my body as healthy as possible. Indeed I had to do a colonoscopy to see if I have colon cancer (given my anemia and other blood results). It is a hard moment. I am grateful to medication, therapy, and PC because they are helping me to keep calm and peaceful. Sorry for my English, I think you understand anyway