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Originally Posted by Mastodon
Thank you, catonyx.  I love being alone here. I always look forward to my weekends on my own - in fact I planned it so I would be able to work from home today. Being alone makes me feel safe and secure. Which is why last night's dream was a bit of a bummer. I've mostly shaken it though, I think.
This doesn't mean that I can't get very lonely. I can. But it is better to be lonely when I'm alone, if that makes sense.
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I like to be alone too at times. That isn't an option for me really... Kids kind of make sure that doesn't happen. The only time I'm ever alone is on my way to T appointments.
I think that makes sense... I'm about as introverted as one can be. I need my time alone to get certain things done or sorted out in my head. Often times I need to be alone... And if it doesn't happen then it's like I can't deal with anything.
My alone time is usually once the kids are in bed, but unfortunately I usually get myself all wound up then I can't sleep. It's a vicious cycle. I need the time to process and be alone, but then I get so anxious that I can't sleep. That would be what has been occurring tonight... Ugh.