I have bad anxiety right now, very nervous. I started thinking about my bloodtest I got like half a year or a year ago and my cholesterol was a little high, I've gained like 50 lbs since then, it must be even higher now, which got me thinking about heart attacks, which is making my heart race.

I just got a bloodtest the other day and am going to call and see if the results or in, for some reason I'm nervous about that. My depakote may be increased, which scares me because of the possibility of liver toxicity and I got Lithium toxicity before. Also, going to see if I'm having problems with my thyroid.

Shaking because I have to call my doctor this morning. I hate making phone calls.

I'm just a mess this morning.