Hey, Itspeaks,

Long ago, back in the day, I got a GED because I was having such a hard time in high school. Not academically, emotionally.........never knew I needed help or was worthy of help or even heard of help....it was not a concept I knew about then.

NOW I am just about finished with my Masters degree & graduated college with honors & was even my graduation speaker.

So....keep doing what you need to to insofar as taking care of yourself is concerned. It is the most important thing right now. The rest will come and fall into place when you are ready. Keep trying, you will find a counelor whose style matches yours.

Peace.