>>I apologize for being a spoiled brat.
I think and hope that people understand that you can't put things on a scale that way. I have been very worried about losing my house and I have felt comfortable posting about it, but I also realize that many people would love to have their own home "to lose" but I'm never gotten that kind of "vibe" from anyone here.
Whatever is bad for you, there are always going to be people worse off that are happy and people that are better off and yet miserable. The only thing really important in that context is what you hold dear and how it effects you. No one else feels your personal sense of loss.
So I whine about my house and worry about people who are struggling to find shelter... and on the other hand I feel your pain of your family not being willing to take you in if you are kicked out, and yet I might wish that I
had family to go to if I lose my home. If I'm out, I've got no one to even beg to, no one who might take pity on my and change their mind last minute. Which is not to say that your worry isn't of great concern, just pointing out that if we had to watch our language for triggering others with "worse" problems, no one would be able to post anything here at all

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You are doing well and coping. Hang in.
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