I guess I would have to say, I don't even really think about it. I just won't get out of bed and keep trying to go back to sleep. Eventually, I start thinking about all the things I 'could' do or 'should' do and this makes me even more depressed. So I will lay there, maybe surf on my phone or watch tv shows and waste half my day. When I have nothing I'm committed to that day... is when I'm the worst. I was off two weeks for xmas/new years and I did not even go outside for 3 days on that final weekend.
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I'm my own worst enemy.
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