Hi LeftOutOfAndBulied, welcome to PC!! And it's OK to ramble a bit on here if you want/need to.
But I don't think it's that important telling you any view/opinions on the point/pointlessness of life thing I may have, right now (??).......for me, I'd say that it's much more important as to why you might be feeling this way?? Your name says that maybe you're going through or have been through some pretty hard times??
So do you think it might help a bit more telling us about some of that?? Some really supportive people on here............
So for now..........just here if you want to talk........in your own time, OK?

Alison