Failures after failures. Disappointment one after another. Maybe my thoughts were true - that I am not worth it and I would never succeed.. Never be able to get better.. Never be able to function as normal people do.
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the sui thoughts become more tempting and stronger.. and i just want to give up. End it all. Nothing I am doing is lessening the pain I feel inside - not even si.
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"The is no better exercise for the human heart than reaching and lifting others up." - John Holmes
herethennow: This ward is a prison!
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is.
dx: recurrent MDD.