Why are you doing all this, again? Your playing once again with fire that puts you , your husband and most importantly your son at risk....

You need to go back and read the threads where you promised to everyone in your life you would stay compliant with your meds and give it at least 3 months and not making any changes with out your Pdocs approval.

I'm not being mean. I am just being blunt as you have asked of me and others many times , Just be honest and blunt.. so here ...

Stop doing the same non compliance and impulsive things over and over. If you can't do it for yourself then you need to do it for your son, he deserves to have a safe stable home life where you are someone he can depend on.,

Stop doing this nonsense.