I have been through some stuff over the years, and I never talked to anyone about any of it. I think about it all the time, how it has shaped my life for the better.
And while I wouldn't ever change anything has happened in my life, I always think about how crap it was, how it has changed me and stuff like that.
I don't know if what I feel is healthy or not.
At the moment, I just feel like I need to get it all out to someone.
But I Donno. I don't have anyone around me who I can comfortably talk to. I feel that they would all judge me in a way.

I Donno. Some days, I just feel like this, isolated and down. And all I can wish is that I had someone who I could go to, for all the down moments, when I have nobody. Someone who was there through everything, or knows of my struggles and achievements.

Maybe I just need to get over it all. But then I am over it. I don't care. So why is it bothering me so much now.

I don't feel like I deserve the attention of a professional. There are so many more important people out there who deserve it a lot more than me