I was like that with previous Ts. With this one, I kind of went into it with the attitude of "Eff it, I have nothing to lose at this point. This person is professionally obligated to protect my identity and my issues. I literally have nothing to lose except the payment." Overall it paid off.

Just what worked for me, your miles may vary!

ETA: if she's a decent T and she doesn't particularly work with the issues you're presenting with, she'll refer you to another T who is a better fit.