I can relate except I married the same mutually sick man twice and hurt him and possibly caused his passing from it. I have always been a cheater I think that keeps the distance I now realize I felt I needed.
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Originally Posted by mountain human
Because of my avoidance issues, I've never had many close relationships, always keeping friends, family, girlfriends at arms' length, fear of intimacy and commitment I believe it's called. Therefore I've never been married or had any children and envy those who can achieve this with ease.  |