I'm trying to prevent a psychotic episode. I wasn't planning on starting the welbutrin until after I spoke to my therapist next week. I can't become psychotic! I think the prozac is making me psychotic. Prozac made me psychotic before. My family does need me stable and I'm not. I'm good at pretending to be well but causing myself to go further into Depression I wont have the energy to act on stupidness ie. crying blood would be pretty. I need to fix this before it gets bad. It's easy to get hospitalized and my T said he'd have no problem hospitalizing me if he can break through whatever delusions I'm having. He acts like I barely hold on to reality normally. He doesn't like my pdoc and wants the nurses number on speed dial. How do I stop this without messing with my meds?