Almost everyday, while in social situations, I always feel extremely isolated. As if I can't talk to anyone, and that no one understands what I'm going through. I've tried talking to countless counselors, both online and in real life, yet I can't tell them everything and I always feel horrible afterwards. I always feel extremely lonely and empty, along with chronic feelings of boredom.

It's as if nobody understands me, and that I'm completely helpless and drowning in a sea of death and sadness. I just need somebody to be there, but no one is. Not even my family or close friends. They don't understand it...

I feel like I'm drowning in anxiety, sadness, and complete, emptiness. And that there's nothing I can do.