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You are welcome to come here and talk/vent whenever you need to. This is really going to take time, it has not been very long. You were used to having her "there" with you for your entire life, one can't "just" get over a loss like that. In so many ways she is "still" with you and always will be. It's nice that you have those conversations from her too.

It is going to take you "time" to slowly adjust to not having her here, that's just normal.
We never forget a loss, especially not one so close like that, a part of that loss will always be with you, however, you will slowly do better with adjusting to not having her presence around you.

Talking when you need to is helpful, it is normal to be in the "I can't believe it stage for a while", and as I mentioned, it helps to say that and have others who understand and listen and sit with you while you "feel" too.

(((Gentle Caring Hugs)))
OE