I can relate as well. Mainly just super low self esteem. I have been too negative in life and am trying this web site: happify.com. I finally feel like maybe becoming more positive and happy is possible. Unfortunately, this is a website that has the goal of making money and so they allow you to do some stuff for free but to benefit from all the site can offer they want you to become a paid member. I guess it's less costly than therapy, though, and since we live in the sticks and our co-pay for therapy is over $30/session, I might just go ahead and pay!

I'm all for things i can find online to help because I hate leaving the house and have found the whole therapy deal in the past rather wearying. But, we have got to pull ourselves out of this negativity, right? It just sucks and I'm sick and tired of living like that - we deserve to have happiness and we do have value!