^Thanks Supanova! MY Mum dropped by this morning but now I am alone until I startwork at 11am tomorrow. Not even sure if I am in a condition to work but really want to as they were pissed I took so much time off last year when I was hospitalised. I have called my two closest friends and one is too busy to chat to me and they other not responding to my calls. My boyfriend has his kids this w/e too otherwise he would be with me. The plan is to go to my Mums if I get worse and hospital from there if I really cannot control myself. At the moment I can keep myself safe but the SI is strong.

Wilth the high doses of meds i am sleeping ok enough. For now I am going to organise my photos on my hard drive, watch YouTube and surf the net. The agitation is alreafy getting much worse now though so I am in for a rough night.