I had Childhood sexual abuse but that lead to classic PTSD and depression with Sui idealization. Although I had serious depressive episodes and dissociative periods it wasn't until I was 25 and being abused by my husband when I was hospitalized the first time and they gave me antidepressants. Those AD are what pushed me over the edge from PTSD and depression into mania.
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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