Sunday, I'm packing a bag and going to the ER. I'm going to tell them all the SH and SUI thoughts are obnoxious and I have the feeling of impending doom. That I need my meds changed but I frequently go psychotic when changing AD's so I want to be in a safe place. If they don't have a place there then I want to go to x hospital. I don't want to wait until I'm to scared to go.