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Old Jan 24, 2015, 01:30 PM
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Originally Posted by PaulaS View Post
Itīs almost like searching for someone you can show your heart to and what can be more extraditing than that.... Sometimes I start crying when awaken, Iīve never done this before.
Its TOTALLY like that you are looking for someone you can be vulnerable with, and trust NOT to terminate you and cause so much pain. You had an awful experience and need to heal.

I woke up crying the other day anticipating the upcoming session with my T. For me it was a new low point in my life.

Im sorry you are having this experience and hope things get better for you soon. Having the right T is super important.