L,

This has been a long going theme as far back as you and I met. Pack a bag and go today. There is no reason to wait til tomorrow, because by tomorrow your going to change your mind and insist you are just fine,

I have know you for 2 years, I have not once see you stable for more than a week or 2 and that doesn't even count as a true stability since its gone so fast. That is the problem. You don't even know how stable even"feels". Try it, I think you might just like it.

Just go, now.