I'm clueless as to which came first. I don't remember much of my childhood. I do know I was in and out of the hospital with severe asthma. I think that the drugs they put me on really messed with my head. Also, missing so much school didn't help my social skills. I know I had paranoia / trust issues in grade school and I think I probably was depressed then, too. I wasn't diagnosed with sza until I was in my. 20's.

Boy, talk about rambling ��! When I start worrying about how my posts sound, I remember that most people here will understand. I call the people here my tribe.