MM, I've been reading your threads for awhile now and it's the same story just a different version over and over. You are NOT stable. You are very reckless and just about constantly psychotic when I've seen you post here. Talking about taking medications illegally, taking your son's medication that I saw in a thread awhile ago, etc. Constantly starting and stopping your meds without a professional's approval, of course you're not stable. Everyone here seems to see how bad off you are except for you which makes sense since you are psychotic.

You need to go IP. I don't care about your circumstances. Go. Now.